It's 04:18. I'm miserable, we're fighting and I haven't heard from you all night and I've spent the last 2 hours ringing your phone. No answer. I'm so scared something has happened to you.
This will be the most miserable night. I have to be up  in 3 hours but I won't sleep.
I want you here. I need you to tell me  it'll be ok and kiss me and hug me.
I feel so sick and scared and empty and alone and horrible.