Hey, I read your letter. I think it's good that you sent it to me. I hate to think of you being insecure or sad because of our relationship. I don't want you to think that I talk to you like I talk to anyone else, I don't. Talking to you and hearing about how you are is the highlight of my day. You're the only person I'll really let my true feelings be known to. The last few weeks have been hectic and I've been really anxious about not having enough time to talk to you- both because I want to hear from you and I know you want to make sure I'm ok but also because I just want to talk to you. I guess I forgot that other things are important in making us feel good in the relationship. Like letting you know when I'm thinking of you. I don't want you to be insecure. I want you to know that you're the most important person to me. Of course this trip will change me but not as profoundly as you think. I'll still adore you, still think about you still miss you. I'll still look forward to seeing you, bringing you everywhere when you're over. I'll still love you.You mean the world to me, and feel free to forget that because I plan on reminding you. We won't be ok. We'll be far better than that. We'll be great.

Always yours,

Al Xxx